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Doomer Grunge Vol​.​1: Alternative Blue

by Zoey The White Lioness

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1.
How could this world Be so cold to someone like you Why did all of hell have to come Pouring down on you You have been rejected You have been disowned You've been abused relentlessly By the people right at home I wrote this song of angst to you my friend Wishing that it could have some effect So I can be your savior And all your mind will yield I'll sing an angst filled ballad So I can be your shield In this song of angst you never listen to reason You're obnoxious with your disgust And cynicism You say I'm close minded but Tell me who's harassing who Can we go back in time Cause I can't stand the new you I wrote this song of angst to you my friend Wishing that it could have some effect So I can be your savior And all your mind will yield I'll sing an angst filled ballad So I can be your shield Oh I wrote this song of angst to you my friend Wishing that it could have some effect So I can be your savior And all your mind will yield I'll sing an angst filled ballad So I can be your shield I wrote this song of angst to you my friend Wishing that it could have some effect So I can be your savior And all your mind will yield I'll sing an angst filled ballad So I can be your shield
2.
I think I just hit The bottom of the ocean This day is cold Like the feeling in my stomach You betrayed me You left me for dead And you were the One that caused it How could you do this to me You know I loved you so very madly I know we had issues In the past But this isn′t even About that You said you didn't wanna hurt me That is what you did exactly And how I feel just doesn′t matter Never thought you'd be a backstabber You're a liar You're a faker I hope you regret this forever No one loved you The way I did Not sure I ever want to see You again You said you didn't wanna hurt me That is what you did exactly And how I feel just never mattered Never saw you as a backstabber You′re a backstabber You′re a backstabber Oh can you hear me You backstabber Nothing I said Ever mattered Never pictured you As a backstabber
3.
Silence you poor creature With your raw burns From the carpet As you squirm and as you itch As you writhe in your barren mindscape Watching faint shadows dance on pale walls Inhaling what makes you suffocate Hid in the dark like a brown recluse Forget the feelings that you once knew Linger around like a crippled mouse Take your soma to balance out Ignore the desire to make a sound Ignore the desire to make a sound Sweep the floor To your heart’s content Move with your bones Again and again Feeling nothing Just playing pretend Now hide it all if you're able It's just dust under the table Sweep the floor To your heart’s content Move with your bones Again and again Feeling nothing Just play pretend Now hide it all if you're able Its just dust under the table It's just It's just dust under the table It's just dust under the table It's just dust under the table It's just dust under the table
4.
Hey there Figment of my memories Hello ghost in the garden On a cold December morning You where my sunflower On a window seal Now you're a starving raven Picking at your last meals You're not here You're not there But your portrait still stares Sweet retreat Back at me Of who you used to be Soon you'll see what I mean So painful to believe On the screen On the screen Down-tempo heart beat You are becoming More and more see through I see a ghost in your hallway Pointing into a room Now I realize that the old you Is a shadow in the past And I can't grasp Can't hold you in my hand You're not here You're not there But your portrait still stares Sweet retreat Back at me Of who you used to be Soon you'll see what I mean So painful to believe On the screen On the screen Down-tempo heart beat You were my song of angst And now I know I can't save you You've blackened every vein That beat the living water through you Now you will thirst You will grow faint As I see you and your heart Slowly shutting down Into a black hole Where I can't be with you You're not here You're not there But your portrait still stares Sweet retreat Back at me Of who you used to be Soon you'll see what I mean So painful to believe On the screen On the screen Down-tempo heart beat You're not me You're not you Who are you Who are you Look at me Through the screen As I force you to breathe Look at me Through the screen As I force you to breathe Part of my suffering (Art of my suffering) Down-tempo Down-tempo Down-tempo Heart beat
5.
It's so cold where she is Where she is the frost will bite Cause she's trapped under the ice You've been circling my thoughts Stuck under the ice you're lost Are you ok I want to know But you're fading in the snow You don't have much time now I need to act quick I'm trying to get to you But all I have is an ice pick You don't have much time now I need to act quick I'm trying to get to you But all I have is an ice pick It's so cold where she is Where she is the frost will bite Cause she's trapped under the ice It's so cold where she is Where she is the frost will bite Cause she's trapped under the ice Things are getting so much worse The ice is getting much thicker I'm just not sure what to do A voice inside says it's no use My ice pick has broken My fingernails are missing I feel the closer I get The further I'm away Is this just futile Am I wasting time Deep in this rabbit hole Could we both lose our lives It's so cold where she is Where she is the frost will bite Cause she's trapped under the ice It's so cold where she is Where she is the frost will bite Cause she's trapped under the ice It's so cold where she is Where she is the frost will bite Cause she's trapped under the ice It's so cold where she is Where she is the frost will bite Cause she's trapped under the ice Cause she's trapped under the ice Cause she's trapped under the ice Cause she's trapped under the ice Cause she's trapped under the ice
6.
Did you ever stop to think How this would haunt me When you look me in the face Do you see something ugly Was it just all for nothing And you’re just gonna leave me now But does the feeling ever fade In this haunted house We could’ve moved on And lived somewhere safe Where there’s no apparition Of all this pain and grief Was it just all for nothing And you’re just gonna leave me now But does the feeling ever fade In this haunted house You say you’ll forget me But that’s just a lie And it still cuts deep And skins me alive Till I'm just a screaming bleeding mess Left in the macabre You created Was it just all for nothing And you’re just gonna leave me now But does the feeling ever fade In this haunted house Was it just all for nothing And you’re just gonna leave me now But does the feeling ever go away In this haunted house
7.
Oh Can’t see in this abyss Oh Void and so ominous Oh Is ignorance truly bliss Oh You’re so tangled in it Yeah How did you get so real A threat in my own heart Poison seeps In your lungs And you can’t press Restart Oh Destiny’s robbed again Oh Tragedy’s in season Oh But we just keep on fighting Oh Waring on the surface Yeah How did you get so real A threat in my own heart Poison explodes In your lungs And you can’t press Restart Yeah How did you get so real A threat in my own heart Poison seeps In your lungs And you can’t press Restart How did you get so real A threat in my own heart Poison explodes In your lungs And you can’t press Restart
8.
The seasons are changing But I remain stagnant Hoping you’ll speak to me But you remain silent So I skulk around Full of sadness and anger And I really hate the way You act like everything’s ok How do I move on How do I let go How much must I endure Till this is over We go to the same building But you are long gone Still I pray everyday That you’ll just glance at me I can’t move on I thought I got some hope In a dream had We had reconciled All was forgiven That dream is just a vapor Fading in toxic fumes But I still can’t shake it I don’t know what to do Oh How do I move on How do I let go How much must I endure Till this is over We go to the same building But you are long gone Still I pray everyday That you’ll just glance at me I can’t move on I can't move on Release me God From this clock Ticking perpetually Release me God From this thorn That keeps me bleeding Constantly How do I move on How do I let go How much must I endure Till this is over We go to the same building But you are long gone Still I pray everyday You''ll turn and look at me I can't How do I move on How do I let go How much must I endure Till this is over We go to the same building But you are long gone Still I pray everyday That you are listening I can’t move on I can’t move on I can’t move on I can’t move on move on move on
9.
Get sober It started so good Get sober Asking why Get sober It started so good Get sober Asking why Cause now the needles' Deep in It started so good Cause now the needles' Deep in Asking why It started so good Get sober

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You come home after a long exhausting day of work and unwind into the void...

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released March 19, 2023

Music, Lyrics, Vocals: Zoey Baker

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Zoey The White Lioness Nashville, Tennessee

I'm a female solo artist discussing intense themes in my music and occasionally goofing off in the process. God bless.

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